But I also know that He loves us so much that He would never take away our ability to choose for ourselves. Anyway, before you marry you should work out anything hypothetical that might come up in the future. She sounds so indoctrinated that like even if you try to get her to open up, who knows you might get like a BJ out of it doesn't sound like it but who knowsyou have to realize that a lifetime of conditioning will be set in motion in her mind that will make your life hell. Mind control is not child's play, and the Mormon church has real people's blood on their hands for the despicable damage they've caused. The church will be in your bedroom, finances, and all your decisions. Somewhere down the road, you will find another girl who will be a much better match for you. Love the man you are going to marry- warts and all he loves yours as well.
Little did I know that at least some of these "emergencies" were actually rendezvous with his affair partner. I worry it will only be worse when the kids grow older. This is not about either of you individually. Would she want you to attend church with her. It's the sort of super dismissive "all women are the same" attitude that I learned in church and left to get away from.
Oh well, at least now I know. I feel like I have finally found a sisterhood with a few brothers as well of people who know how I feel and what I deal with on a daily basis. He made a big deal out of my birthday, holidays, etc. I do not see this going well. Mind control is not child's play, and the Mormon church has real people's blood on their hands for the despicable damage they've caused. She wants the eternal temple marriage and you will be her long term project TL;DR I considered ending my marriage of Save yourself pain by getting out before it gets harder.
I wanted so badly to marry a guy who had recently left the church. Nothing fixed that issue in me as fast as being almost inseparably bound to a woman that pushed back and kicked screaming against the pricks every time I wanted to make some sort of spiritual effort. I was happy to read your blog.